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I hate papers.
so much.
I hate not having enough time to do them until the last minute.
It makes it so much worse.
Maybe I shouldn't double major anymore, and actually graduate on time.
My microsoft word isnt working, because i lost the product key and it doesnt let me do stuff without it anymore. It probably got thrown out with the computer box when i got it. so im using microsoft works, it seems so old. and doesnt do page numbers. i remember it used to be older, like blue, i think that was before we had windows though.
looong time ago.
anyway, im caffeinated on a pot of coffee and sugar free red bull. yum!
my brain is about to explode from all this thinking.
i still gotta finish my fafsa, otherwise ill have no money to go to germany.
i dont understand taxes and those numbers and stuff.
one day im going to get so sick of everything and just leave everything and go off somewhere for a long time. just warning you.
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[22 Mar 2008|04:19pm] |
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I think I am officially crazy.
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[14 Mar 2008|08:57pm] |
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midterms are over!!!
but too bad its the first day of spring break and all that stress made me sick.
so im stuck in bed, im not even in the mood for coffee. thats pretty bad.
im turning 21 on tuesday!
that means going out at midnight st patricks day. awesome. i better be healthy by then.
i just decided i hate nj. interesting.
ashley and i bought tickets to go to ga for 9 or 10 days in may. yay!
and no summer classes for me, even though the only reason i moved study abroad from spring to fall was so i can take summer classes(id be in germany right now), but i realized i cant afford to, and dont feel like taking out extra loans just for the summer, so i guess ill work full time/relax. yeah, relax. i wonder what thats like. i need to save up money anyway. and ill just graduate a semester later, with a double major. at least it will still be 2009, haha
i dont know why i even update, i guess its the thing to do when im sick.
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[08 Feb 2008|04:05pm] |
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i feel so antsy.
i am so sick of school, i cant get myself to study anymore. and now i have more work than ever. anthro is so much harder than psych, no wonder I was getting straight As before. Im working at Ruby Tues too much too. But I really need the money. Germany is going to cost me 16,000 dollars. Uh, maybe I should work more? I got like half of that right now. Awesome.
I really cant wait to go to Berlin in August, I need to get out of here.
Definitely not doing grad school after college, I dont feel like wasting my 20s feeling the way I do now. Ill do that in my 30s. If I live that long.
I have low blood pressure, I found that out today. That explains a lot.
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[06 Feb 2008|03:59am] |
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I kinda like this insomnia.
Until the next day when I cannot function.
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[22 Jan 2008|05:01pm] |
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I was rereading my old entries in my old lj, and i realized what an angry and boring person I was.
Haha, it was really amusing actually.
Everythings so different now.
Ok, time to go to class.
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[16 Jan 2008|05:00pm] |
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I got a freakin B+ in my winter class. Thats the lowest grade I've gotten since Expos. I almost freaked out, and then realized I was being stupid. A B+ is good, duh. Especially since it was winter break and I didnt feel like concentrating on school. So whatev.
I cant wait till college is over, and I can just get out of here.
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[31 Dec 2007|01:21pm] |
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Have a happy new year, everyone!!!!
<33
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[26 Dec 2007|01:45am] |
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Its almost 2 am, I have to wake up at 6 am and be in class at 830. I cant sleep, obviously. Probably from my messed up sleep schedule ive had the past few days, i go to sleep late and wake up late.
So maybe ill just stay up all night tonight, have a lot of coffee tomorrow, and be able to sleep real good tomorrow night since I'll be so tired. Good plan? Maybe there will be a nap between now and 6 am.
Christmas was uneventful. It was kind of sad. I didnt get anything good, just clothes, that Im returning anyway since they dont fit right. I eat too much.
Usually I get something else, like a book or something. No book this year :( BUt my dad wrote an IOU card (as he goes every year) for a laptop. awesome!
oh, and my cell phone contract is ending soon, so it means new contract (probably verizon: yay for unlimited texts!) and NEW PHONE! no more codes as texts from me.
Oh at least Ashley got me a good gift: an ab lounge! hahah i wanted one so im happy.
and the little mermaid dvd, since i only have it on a recorded vhs and since its like my favorite movie. but disney sucks, and whenever they come out with a remastered version, they change things. like, the background people on the ship are totally different. yes, i notice this since i used to watch it every day when i was a kid. i know all the lines. pretty sad. so im never buying disney dvds again.
but its ok, ashley didnt know :) i still need to get him something for his birthday.
i want to go on a road trip. but not drive for 16 hours straight this time. haha
i write a lot of random stuff in here when im bored.
i hate my house at night, its so creepy. i think i hear things, hopefully its just my parents getting it on instead of some ghost or something. i have too much of those, for real! maybe thats why i have trouble falling asleep. especially since ashleys not here.
Ok, this is the end.
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[23 Dec 2007|09:08pm] |
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i guess i update once every 2 months now haha. I am so bored. the semester is over, finals are over, and i have nothing to do. I guess thats what happens when you are a loser and study all the time. But, my winter class starts the 26th. awesome. haha im such a loser.
Christmas is tomorrow, its gonna suck. just me and my parents. no hugo, no gabe. Im not used to having christmas just with my parents. Its gonna suck.
hopefully there will be alot of wine.
Man, I must be super bored if im updating this. The gyms not open, I cant do my pilates/yoga dvds cuz my parents are watching the tv, ashleys in ga for christmas, too late to go out and way too rainy, and too tired to read.
ive been depressed lately. me depressed, shocking, right? I really dont know why. Ive been super grumpy too. so, sorry if ive been a bitch lately.
I just wish I could just leave and go off somewhere. I guess I could, but I have school. Im going to have school for at least another 7 years. do i really want to do that? maybe this is why im depressed,all these decisions. Its junior year, i should be certain of what I want to do. Im not even super excited about going to germany in the fall, ive already been to Berlin. My german will be horrible, since there are no german classes that fit into my schedule next semester. But, maybe itll be a good change for me.
Next Christmas will be better, I want to spend it with my family in Cz, I might as well since I'll be in Germany till December.
I know this makes no sense, sorry. My entries never do.
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[16 Jul 2007|03:52pm] |
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hey, im in europe. with ashley.
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[05 Jul 2007|04:47pm] |
hey, im leaving for europe with ashley tomorrow! (czech republic and france)
ill be back august 8th.
have a great summer!
bye
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[25 Jun 2007|11:29pm] |
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my last day at the hilton is wednesday. i already had to say goodbye to all the people that arent working then. this is so sad, im really going to miss working there, it was such an easy job and all (or most) of the people were so nice. but its time for me to move on.
Ashley's coming in less than 8 days! and then we're going to czech republic and france on the 6th! im so excited!
ok thats all thats new, i think
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[16 Jun 2007|02:01am] |
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you know, i kinda miss livejournal. nobody really uses it much anymore, now that facebook and myspace and everything is around, i guess. its kinda sad.
well, for some reason i feel like writing in here.
its 2 am, im usually asleep by now, but i dont have work at 530 am tomorrow (or at all this week) so im deciding to stay up. mostly to wait for ashley to call, i cant sleep anyway. or maybe i just dont want to sleep. it makes it feel more summery, when i stay up so late. it reminds me of when i was like 11 and on summer break. i would stay up till like 4 am sometimes, i dont even remember what i would do. so yeah, doing this makes me remember that for some reason. im researching places to see now, since me and drew just decided were gonna travel the entire world soon. well, i guess its kinda silly for me to research stuff, when were gonna go everywere anyway. haha
anyway, im done, i feel sick from eating 6 (yes, 6) donuts today.
so, the end.
ps. i need to get new apple sauce.
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[02 Jun 2007|04:11pm] |
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i really need to stop eating all these chocolate croissants
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[16 Apr 2007|07:24pm] |
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time for a lj entry!
yeah, im really bored. theres no classes tomorrow, i guess becuase of the flooding. classes were cancelled today too but its not like i was gonna go anyway. ive been working the entire weekend, from 530 am. and it was super busy, but i made a lot of tips so im happy about that. and some old guy told me i should be a model! hahahah. awesome.
i've switched to decaf coffee because i almost got a heart attack from coffee on friday, it seemed like. that was not fun. oh and ive switched from apple sauce love to oatmeal love. yum! (sorry corey <3)
my parents are almost finished remodeling the downstairs bathroom, they just need to repaint the doors because its this horrible color right now that does not match at all.
i kinda forgot about finals, i keep thinking that its still over a month away. but nope, theyre only 2 weeks away. oops. thats so unlike me. i should be on top of things! but today at work i made a list of everything i need to get done. its pretty overwhelming, but hopefully tomorrow ill get some stuff done. maybe.
im not sure if i should register for morning classes or afternoon classes next semester. maybe i should do afternoon now that i dont drink coffee anymore?
and i need to write an essay for the application to study abroad and ask my professors for reccomendations! ugh, too much stuff.
maybe ill go have some oatmeal now!
hahaha
ok bye
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[07 Mar 2007|08:43pm] |
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nobody really goes on livejournal anymore. but im bored, so i will.
the whole quitting coffee thing didnt work out, i should just stick to 1 cup a day, and not have 3 cups like i did at work last week. that was really bad.
ive been feeling a little better about the hugo thing the past few days. like, i actually didn't cry or anything, but that might just be because i ran out of tears. But yesterday they started up again, i guess they had enough time to regenerate, and i didnt even go to my french class because i just started crying on the way there so i just drove back home.
we got his body (minus his head-long story) cremated last week, so now he's in a box in our house. my mom might want to put it in the yard when it gets warmer, im not really sure. but we're all still really sad, i guess itll take a real long time to get over it. if ever. and i appreciate all your comments from my other entry. <3
Ok, ill talk about something else now. I only had one midterm this week, i guess im lucky. i love taking 4 classes. its so wonderful. I get to go to the gym a lot too from all this extra time, my legs feel firmer haha.
Ashley and Corey are coming friday. im very excited! <3
and my birthday is in like a week and a half. i will no longer be a teenager. thats so sad. :(
and i think that's all that is new in my life right now.
ok, maybe ill go back to my homework now.
actually, i probably wont haha
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[04 Mar 2007|06:42pm] |
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i think its time for me to cut back on caffeine, before i get a heart attack and die.
i wonder if i will succeed?
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[25 Nov 2006|06:02pm] |
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? umm a few days ago? maybe like 2.
2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? asleep!
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? was online, like a loser
4. Are you any good at math? im ok
6. Do you have any famous ancestors? i dont think so
7. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? i think so?
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? i dont have a song. im a rebel.
9. Last thing received in the mail? the navy wants me
10. How many different beverages have you drank today? 2. water and tea!
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines? yeah, when im bored, and then i talk till it cuts me off.
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? i dont think so
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? probably pulling a tooth out or something
16. What is out your back door? patio, table, refeidgerator stocked with beer, the usual.
17. Any plans for Friday night? not yet
18. Do you like the ocean? yepp
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn? yeaaaaaaa
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium? yeaa
22. Something you are excited about? uhhh sleep?
24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive? no
25. Describe your keychain: non keychain-ish
26. Where do you keep your change?all over the place
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people? last week in class
28. What kind of winter coat do you have? ugly puffy one with a hole in the back hahaha
29. What was the weather like on your graduation? dont remember. sunny?
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed? closed
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